I fantasized a lot as a child. Have not had time. No one has talked me into it in my childhood dreams, I once wrote. It was wonderful. It was just wonderful. And the older you get - is an old hat to hat not to say - the older you get, it closes containing something - it closes. And - and childhood - childhood is a detail. First, the training, then you have interests that are off the whole back look or feel or think. And then the family, the children. And since yes - the job. And then come into an age where the ever - is indeed a tremendous - a tremendous wealth that you have, the memories. Drum - the song - there's a traveling song, "Who wants to walk, who need not stand" - no, "can not stand the". "When God wants to prove true favor," is the song. And there is a verse: "Who wants to walk, which must not stand, do not see backward." Utter nonsense. Wrong! If you walk, you have to rest but please, stand back and look left. In real terms too. So if I hinwandere anywhere and at any reasonable person will do the walking, which remains one stops and turns around and looks where he came from.